there is a part of me
that wonders...
How deep did the programming go?
How much did you research how to program, manipulate, control.
How much of what was done just happened
And how much was actively learnt
Did you ever follow recepie like this on me?
I'll never know.
Because, no matter how much you deny it
We both know I'll never be able to KNOW that that is the truth.
The fact that there were enough little things to indicate small steps like this...
does that point to there being bigger versions of making me yawn from creating a button.
Did you program me?
How much?
I'ts fucking horrible knowing I'll probably never know. for sure.
